Hi Katuna, thank you for the kind words, it's nice to think that your loved one looks at you and smiles at you from up there, it's nice to think it and even more to believe it ... but the condition of those who remain is made of loneliness and despair, every day .... I talk every day with Margherita, with words full of love, but hoping that she can hear them is really difficult, that she can somehow respond even more difficult ... the wound is too deep to heal, and the scar will remain forever ... no one can imagine the pain of losing one's life companion, if not trying it on one's skin, it is a painful experience that leaves you empty and with no desire to go on ... only time can relieve pain, it's my only hope ..